Alvida Sushant
First, let me start by saying that this is not a review of the movie, Dil Bechara. Honestly, I haven’t even written a review since last year, as the hard to reconcile relationship between my heart and body and thus between my life and happiness kept increasing. I won’t be able to do that also since I could hardly watch the movie properly, in between pausing to look at Sushant and crying and repeat. And most of the dialogues which took a whole meaning after he left us, didn’t help either. But ever since his death and the circus that followed, it was like the already heavy feeling inside my heart almost started to become unbearable. I desperately sought a way to let it out and all I could do was write; so here I am, trying. So why am I so bothered? Who was Sushant for me? Honestly, I was just another normal audience of Sushant, and I was not even a die-hard fan or didn’t even know about him much, until his death. I am a sucker for people who smile beautifully and...